Today I've got another one of the Diamond Cosmetics polishes Tiffani sent me, Seafoam Spray. At first I wasn't sure if I liked it on me but now I'm really loving it. And I love the name because I love anything that reminds me of the ocean.
It's just so pretty. Thank you Tiffani!!
So, Caitlin, I saw your comment about how I should get my headaches checked out. I'm sure everybody is tired of reading about them.. I know my family is sick of hearing about them. I've been getting them for 11 years now. When I was a little kid doctors wouldn't do anything about it. They just told my mom to give me tylenol or whatever. I saw another doctor over the summer and she had no idea what was going on and sent me to the neurologist. The neurologist just asked me some questions and put me on amitriptyline, which I'm no longer taking because it wasn't working and I ran out of it anyways. I didn't like the neurologist I saw though. She was questioning me about what I was going to do after I graduated high school and I told her I had no idea and she gave me this big lecture. She said I was depressed because I didn't know what I wanted to do with my life and I needed to be looking forward to every single day and that I should really go get some help. It just made me mad, because I had just started senior year of high school and just because I wasn't sure what I wanted to do she was saying I needed help! I've had headaches almost daily since I was 7 years old, and not knowing what to do after high school isn't causing them. She didn't help me at all. And I haven't seen anybody else since her.. I really should because they've been getting worse again. I was actually just talking to my stepdad about it earlier, I'm tired of nobody really trying to figure them out. And I'm tired of my family bugging me about them. They ask me what's wrong, I tell them my head hurts, and they always say "But that's what you always say!" Well, that's because I ALWAYS have them! And if they had these headaches, I bet they'd be tired too. I just don't think they get how exhausting these headaches are for me.
Ugh, sorry for that rant. I use this blog to vent way too often, I apologize. It's just that I really don't have anywhere else I feel like it's safe to say what I really think. I have something else I wanted to talk about tonight but I don't think I will.
I hope everybody had a good weekend! Thanks for reading.