Sephora By OPI Curve-aceous

Hi everyone!

I had no idea what color I wanted to paint my nails this morning. Then I saw Steff had posted a very pretty red and while after that Brooke posted one too. I always forget how much I love red. I should really get more, this morning I went through my collection and I've only got 5 red polishes. Anyway, I chose to use Sephora by OPI Curve-aceous today and I just love it. This picture is pre-cleanup though, and kind of blurry. Sorry!!



So.. I'm having a bit of a hard time again lately. Don't bother reading the rest of this post if you don't want to. I have nowhere else where I can get this stuff out. Well, I am going to a counselor but that isn't for another 2 weeks and that seems very far away right now. Anyways, anybody who has read any of my rants before probably knows about my family's problems. I'm trying not to let them bother me too much but it's really hard. Last night I tried talking to my mom and she just got mad and said I'm making up reasons to be offended. She has no idea I overheard her and my stepdad fighting a month or two ago about us. That's when he said that she raised my sisters and I badly. He's been making comments a lot lately about how he "isn't supposed to have kids." Yesterday he was saying that having us around every single day gets old. That really upsets me, I don't feel wanted here. And I can't talk to my dad about anything, because he might call my mom and then she would be really mad at me. She acts like he's such a horrible person, and she is always going on about how we are so lucky to have our stepdad and how we aren't really good enough for him. It makes me feel sick. I keep most of this to myself and I have these mini meltdowns a lot. Then I usually get mad at myself, because I feel like I'm overreacting and I really don't have things that bad. But I can't help it. I really don't know what to do.

"In this beautiful life there's always some sorrow
It's a double-edged knife, but there's always tomorrow
Oh you know, It's up to you now if you sink or swim,
Just keep the faith that your ship will come in it's not so bad"

That is from a Great Big Sea song (of course) and it makes me feel a lot better. Actually, all of their songs can always cheer me up a bit. I love those guys.

Anyways. I just want to say a huge thank you to all of you who take the time to read what I have to say. The comments you leave always make me smile and I really appreciate it.

Hugs!

-Tier

Sephora by OPI Dear Diary... & Sinful Colors UFO

I've got a horrible headache so I should probably try to keep this post short. Today I have on Sephora By OPI Dear Diary... with Sinful Colors UFO layered on top. I really love how this looks. It's great since it is so sunny and pretty outside today, even though I haven't actually been outside.

I didn't try very hard to take pictures and my hands look awful but oh well. I hurt too much to do anything about it right now.







Bam. There you go. What do ya think?

Oh, I got my last small birthday present from my mom today.





Isn't it pretty? I found it on Etsy :D I love anything that reminds me of the ocean so of course I loved this - yay seashells!

UGH. My headache hit like 10 minutes ago and it is getting back fast. I've had headaches pretty much daily since I was 7 years old. Doctors then never did anything about it. Finally over the summer we went to a new place and the doctor there was trying to figure out why I have them. She ended up sending me to a neurologist, who put me on amitriptyline. I'm supposed to take it every night before bed. She said it would help me be able to sleep and it would get rid of my headaches. For awhile it worked but it hasn't been working lately. I've had bad headaches every day this week. And they told me not to take anything else for them. I don't know how I dealt with having them every day for so long. Except, well, I had to. But damn. They are exhausting.

I should really go now. But oh, Sandie! If you read this [: you usually do haha. You totally made my day, I am so glad you listened to Great Big Sea and like them!! Most people I know won't really give them a chance.

EDIT: So I really shouldn't be on the computer but I don't care. I've been listening to Great Big Sea for a few hours and I felt like listing a few more of my favorite songs.

I already mentioned Here And Now, Sea Of No Cares, Stumbling In, and Company Of Fools in my 10 things tag. I also love Seagulls, Graceful & Charming, A Boat Like Gideon Brown, Let It Go, Consequence Free, The Chemical Worker's Song (Process Man), and Concerning Charlie Horse.

I just love this band so much. They make me smile. I want to meet Alan Doyle and Sean McCann someday.

-Tier
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When The Sun Goes Down

We'll be groovin
When the sun goes down
We'll be feelin alright
When the sun sinks down
Over the water
Everything gets hotter when the sun goes down

I love Kenny Chesney.. and I really miss the summer. It's gray and rainy like usual here in Washington so to brighten my day I did palm tree sunset nails! It was in this nail art book my auntie got me for Christmas and I love it. I used China Glaze Free Love, Sephora By OPI Cab Fare, and China Glaze Liquid Leather.

Sorry again for not cleaning them up yet and for kind of blurry pictures.






I loveee this! What do ya think??
Apparently my friends dad thought I used stickers, haha!

-Tier
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EDIT:

Sorry, this has nothing to do with nails but I need to vent again. I kind of had another melt down, I ended up calling my dad and we were talking about me maybe moving to his house in Tacoma. I'm going to be done with high school really soon, and I am going to need to figure out what I want to do. And I really need a job.. but I've been so miserable here, it's exhausting. I had already been thinking about moving there, at least for a little bit, but I hadn't said anything to him until he brought it up tonight. It would be hard to leave my friends and my yacht club family.. but I could visit. My mom will probably be pissed if I talk to her about it. Scary.

Who knows what will happen. Right now it's just an idea.. but I have been wanting out of this house for awhile now. Everybody just pretends to get along.. There is almost always some kind of fight. One thing is for sure though, I'm not going anywhere without my Marmar.

Sorry for this non-nail post again.

I'm Supergirl

And I'm here to save the world
And I wanna know who's gonna save me

Ah, that song has been in my head since last night, when I saw superman nails on The Daily Nail. So, I decided to try it out on my own nails! They don't look as good as hers, but I really like them. I only did my ring fingers, the rest are just blue. I used Jane Nail Polish Rhythm & Blue, Sephora By OPI Curve-aceous, and Sephora By OPI Cab Fare.

I had a really hard time getting pictures, most of them were really blurry :/
Also, I still haven't cleaned them up yet. I was too impatient to post this!





Well.. what do you think?

-Tier
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Sort of V-day Mani

So.. I wasn't planning on doing this really. I'm really not sure if I like it or not. I'm usually not a fan of pink, so I don't know where this came from. I used OPI Alpine Snow as a base, and I had thought about doing some blue flowers or something. But then I remembered my mom got me tons of rhinestones for Christmas, and I wanted to use some of those. So I on my ring fingers I added some rhinestones diagonally across my nails. I think I should've left it that way. Instead I added light pink and hot pink polka dots diagonally across the rest of my nails. I used Sephora by OPI Dear Diary for my pinky and index fingers and Zoya Yvette for my middle fingers and thumbs.

I apologize, I haven't cleaned them up yet. I don't want to accidentally smudge one of them. I need to hurry up and clean them up though, I'm going out to dinner for my best friend's 18th birthday tonight!

Here are the pictures






I really don't think I like them but oh well!

-Tier
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